I told my best friend that the day i moved on from him is the day I have the courage and the will to go to a Thai restaurant, It sound a little stupid but I put some kind of sentiment towards anything Thai because I was dumped for a Thai guy. But on Monday something incredible happened. I woke up and I felt like all the feelings about heartbreak were just gone. I let him go completely, and I forgive him. I guess it took me couple of weeks, countless of hours of friends support and German soap opera to realize that There is someone much better than him out there for me.
For almost a month, i might forgot about what he did, but i hadn't forgiven him and let him go. I think that was the key. So I forgive him, and I guess It's a pretty liberating feeling.
On Monday, I passed down a Thai restaurant. I quickly called my friend and told her that I'm ready to have dinner there and She seemed happy because she knew that I moved on. So all is well now, and I'm happy and smiling for the first time in weeks, and This time it's genuine.