He gave me a christmas present, it's his all time favorite feel good movie, "almost famous. It was a good gesture, i still haven't given him anything but i let him borrow my recent favorite book "Call me by your name" by Andre Aciman. It's a really good book about first love. a short affair but with a long time implication. I expect him to read it while he's away so he has the right idea of what i feel towards him. but i think he won't read it, he will be having fun most of the time while he's there.
"Last Christmas, I gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away. This year to save me from tears, i will give it to someone special"-WHAM
On the brighter side, I have a date this week with a guy who kinda healed my broken heart with great sex and thoughtful conversations. I met him around 2 months ago, when my heart was broken. It was a great date and he was a true gentleman. Just too bad that he was in a relationship and now he's single and ready to meet me again.
Mr.Big and this guy has a lot of similarities both are around the same age, and has some baggage in their live. They drink different type of coffee. Mr.Big is picollo latte, without sugar. A bitter dark condensed drink with a strong after taste smoothed by steamed milk yet Mick, is cappuccino with one sugar. A sweet delicious drink, full of froth and bubbly. and I'm flat white, something in between two of them.
They also wear casio watches from the same range and both of them also smoke clove cigarettes, Mr.big smokes gudang garam, a manly man's cigarettes and Mick smokes Sampoerna Amild menthol, a typical women's cigarettes. I love the taste of their lips when i kiss one of them, so different and yet sweet. literally sweet lips from the cigarette aftertaste.
I'm excited to see M again later this week. really looking forward to it. It might be the beginning of something, wait and see Mr.Lemon.