In Being fallen
A very wise friend told me that being in love with someone is a beautiful thing and one should just embrace it. She also told me that while i am closer to my prime in coming years, Joe's days are numbered. In theory, he won't be going anywhere but nothing but time could tell.
This is the first time i feel this way and i will listen to my wise friend. I just have to embrace it, if i get my heart broken again then it's a lesson of life.