I haven't updated this blog for almost a month. Too much things happening at the same time, not to mention this stupid anxieties which makes me feel unable to do work. I guess mostly it's because of my pathetic intimate encounters or the lack thereof made me feel so depressed. I tried to talked to councillor and it helps a it. I just need to regain back my confidence and start to get back on my feet ASAP. i'm just tired being uninspired, I need excitement. I just need my life back.
That's all what i wished for now.